My shopping spree is slightly delayed by my lack of financial support. I am one of those people that do not take retail as a form of therapy. It’s quite a torture to me, spending money unnecessarily as well as showing a form of weakness for something that I need to show others instead of starting from within.
Nonetheless, I bought 2 books, a cap and one pair of slippers these 2 days. The books were bought from Kino, using my Birthday gift vouchers from GeoSoc people. The cap and slippers I bought today were things that were considered necessary to me by many people. The slippers replace my extremely slippery slippers that turn any normal wet surface into a layer of ice. The cap replaces my not-so-nice grey cap that I use to cover my not-so-nice hairstyle. I will let my hair grow to even more out of proportion states, till I get a job that would need me then to look more presentable.
I want to let my hair be long enough to be tied. About ear-covering length would do. I do not know how long will that take, but I am hopeful. Then, I will dye it one colour for one last time. People want to take bets on what colour that will be? (Hint: my fav. colour) This will be my last outrageous hairstyle before I turn normal and cast away my youth vigour for a more conventional clean-cut fit for the 9-5s.
Read, self-improve, room-improve. I need to improve a lot of things in my life, including my interpersonal skills. I am collapsing inwards again, and the thing is I feel that it’s perfectly fine. Maybe it really is fine to be introvert, the person that I had always been hiding from others in need for acceptance that I could not find during my JC and Army days.
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