Learning to be alone

I am a really different person from most of my friends. Not saying I'm saying I'm unique, but I’m saying I’m different. I do not like to drink nor smoke. I do not really like to club nowadays, because I do like the atmosphere inside. I do gamble, but only the occasional Mah Jiong. No soccer betting or 4D or Toto, or anything of that sort. I listen to Chinese songs, which apparently most of my NUS friends do not listen to. I like to read, and used to like to play volleyball, basketball and soccer, till they left me one after another from the reverse order. I only do occasional static exercises at home when I feel that I should. My stamina must be at an all time low now. I torn my ligament in the army though, so I need not go for an annual run like most of the guys in my country. Sad I torn it, but it’s a blessing in disguise I suppose.

I like to listen to sad Chinese songs. I do not like to go for retail therapy. It actually makes me feel more stress, because I would be worried about how much money I am left with thereafter. I do not go out very often, because I do not really have many friends to go out with. I guess one of the reasons why I blog is that I have no one to go out with, so I stay in front of the computer and type my life away. Actually, I do not know who to ask, and where to go either. A truly lost person that don’t like to go out in general. I wear specs, and I look quite not handsome. Normal looking maybe a nice way to put it. Maybe I am, a geek.