I watched and wonder, "Does all this increase my employment chances?" I know they do not, because even my prolific professor says that she is trying to bridge us and graduate school. I was hoping more for bridging our incomes gaps with the higher tier of the society. How does linear, matrix, order spaces help me in my future? I seriously have no idea, and I think the rest of my class have no idea either. "Theorizing! I am trying to teach you how to theorize abstract economic concepts....(he lost me here)"
Well... I am stuck in this ditch anyways. At least most of my other professors are as well, dynamic personalities that draw me closer to their modules. Just one, the one that I want to 'murder' (I put inverted commas because the true act of murder is not within my mind. It is used just as a metaphor of hate. I am NOT going to kill anyone.... DUH!!!) But well, maybe in the future (hopefully near), I will learn to appreciate his econometric modeling methodology. Maybe, depending on the field that I will be entering.
Feeling more and more stupid day by day as I face with constantly "slaps-in-your-face" harsh reality checks of personal incompetency. I can't do this, get stuck in that, get lost in another, get frustrated with myself.. blah blah blah.. The list of "suicidal-leading-incidents" (Again, not going to kill anyone, and "I" is a subset of anyone!!!!) goes on. Apologize to my list of friends that I complain to (some daily), although I seriously wonder who really reads my 'dying' blog anyways these days.
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