Dropping in quality and quantity of my blog entries

I do not know why, but recently, I am losing my strength to blog. Maybe its because I am starting on my new writing. I have certain daily span when it comes to typing text for meant for other people. Anyway, I know why I like to write, because I am not very good at expressing myself. When I realized that I converse better on ICQ (back then) and then MSN, I realized the power of written words. I never was known for being good in my languages. I was never even known to be an Arts student. Things change while my command of Mandarin has dropped as well.

Anyway, for some apparent reason, I am quite a moody person. Maybe this is one of the side effects of being a perfectionist. Lately, my emotions are starting to get quite extreme. haha… This might sound funny, but I am getting too emotional for no apparent reason. Super emotional, even when I watch some real story of someone being saved from 9/11, I began to tear. Then, I watched a documentary on how someone saved his fellow mate in the Vietnam War, and I also tear. Alone on the bus, I tend to think of very sentimental things. It happens when I try to sleep. It actually causes me a slight insomnia, because I keep on thinking of very sentimental issues. I always knew myself as a sentimental person, but this might be really too much, right? Haha… This is not a sarcastic laugh. I really find it quite funny that I am so sentimental. Hehe…