Day 1

Yes, my title says that I am counting something with accordance to the revolution of a planet around a burning star. And yes, I am trying to destroy the misconception of the linear forward projection of time to the uniform circular motion of a mass around another mass by purposefully emphasizing it as a planetary phenomena rather than its more commonly known daily normality of night after day, day after night repetition.

Hehe… enough with the hypocritical vocabulary ho-ha, and on to my main content. Yesterday night I decided on something that I decided to do a few weeks ago, but gave up doing after a while. I have decided to carry on doing what I decided to do back than, but gave up halfway. I know sometimes its sickening of me to always complain, and I find myself quite a bother to many of my friends with my complains, even though I know they being great friends are willing to listen wholeheartedly. I myself am sick of saying it, as well as hearing the optimistic remarks of “don’t worry, yours will come one day,” or “your chance will come”, or “your time is not ripe yet”, or whatever. Hehe.. none of these were really said to me, because I can’t really remember word for word. I just remember the general ideas of it all.

What did I decide on? To move on with my life. It has become a standstill for quite a while. Doing things for others, improving the lives of others. Kept my focal point at someone else for so long, and forgot to water and nourishing my own seed of life. Do not worry. I have learnt to not sway to the extremes. I actually penned it down in my up-coming book, hahaha…. Yes, my up-coming book, but not the one LJ is editing for me, haha… I will still be helpful, still be there if people need a listening ear. I will still do the things that I think would help benefit the general human race as well as my immediate friends and family. I will generally be the same, hahaha ( I sound quite great right? *cough cough). I am still me, hehe…