Disturbed

I am disturbed. Disturbed. Disturbed... Waiting for exams to be over. Still addicted... People are still like that. Humans are weird creatures... Starting to have werid anti-human thoughts again. I guess I want an utopia thats impossible to achieve. Exams are soon going to be over... I will slowly learn to let go. Its been a year plus, I still cannot let go, and the person responsible still wants to talk to me. I still want to just slap him in the face, and as him to get lost. Already milded down fom the vulgarities. Humans are so weird. Incoherent creatures. I guess we think too much. What made us superior to other creatures are very much of a curse as well. Animals need not care how many 'A's they get. I guess they are green with envy when they see us having only need to bu out food, and not 'hunt' for it.

Feeling abit sick and down. Exams are the worse time to feel down, because they tend to affect your grades, and people around you most likely are not free to listen to what you have to say. They will most likely ask you to stop thinking about it, or settle it once the exams are done. Did not study for the whole day, something that I should be doing only after the exams... Taking a break. Tomorrow I will need to study... 26th april my exams end. Outings anyone? Less my JC classmates of course, like you all are ever concerned about my life to read my blog either. Curious, does "She" still read my blog?