The start

I have not decided on a few things. One thing is time allocation. I have a very ambitous goal, to do it b4 i finish my uni days. I will have to start asap. Now, i need to delegate my task, and time.

1st, shld i join GeoSoc? I grp of very friendly pple. They are my virgin bunch of friends from uni, and that makes them a class above the rest of any future uni friends already. Gd company can always make me stay in that place. Time is of great essence.

2nd, shld i join NVAC? I have always wanted to do some volunteer work, to contribute back to the society. Giving donations (check NKF) may not be the best options nowadays, although i still din cancel my monthly contributions. However, i might not be able to commit on a weekly basis. Its only 2.5hrs per week. Thats enough for some serious is discussion to go on, or at least for me to preuse through a set of finanical statement. Shld i?

3rd, shld i retire from competitive sports? that includes if i dun stay in hall, something thats like 75% confirmed. Trust pple to leave u in the hanging. Politeness is never a module in NUS. Grades are always the main focus of Spore's edu sys. Its actually gd i suppose, cos i need every ounce of time i can squeeze from the 24hrs.

LAstly, this is more of being pissed off by Hall stay. I am still on waiting list now, while my friends are checking into their rooms today. Fate never really gives me everything i wan, but it always seem to know whats best for me. Pissed i still as, as they have crossed my line. Never cheat/lie to me (unless its a white lie), and never malign me, or u shall face the scorn of hell like u have never faced b4. Trust someone to cross that line b4 i enter uni. However, its not completely their fault. I was stupid to trust them myself. Pple sometimes abuse my trust, my goodwill. Such things only make me more numb. Haiz.... To any new friends, and old friends that dunno this, never cross these lines, and never abuse my trust. (Actually, if u have, i wun consider u as a friend already, hahaha...)

Staying at home also gives me a power to control my TV viewing. I need my daily biz news/mkt watch. I guess it would be gd if i dun stay in hall either. Just that those F*&^ dun suddenly tell me i get my hall stay again. U know how angry i am when i start to use the word "F(*&"

One more thing, ignoring the spelling, do u all feel that my blog's english is getting better? hope is not sth i am just fantasying abt, hahaha.... i really feel its getting better, hehehe.....