Jul 22, 2005

My apologises

Have been doing alot of things lately. Going for camps, chalets, making new friends, meeting up with old confidants. Getting involved in many things that i never would have b4. I think i have grew. Thanks for all the nice events organised by the various parties. Also, i have been a bad boy in some sense. I am still a very emotional person. The double edge sword. I got carried away in certain instances that i shld not have. I am sometimes still too self centered, and shld be more forgiving. To this, im sorry. Forgive me pple. forgive me.my 1st weakness...

Also, i am still this soft person i am. I am quite easily manipulated ah. Even my new friends say that im look too soft, very easy get bullied by pple. Even anonymous.... Hmm.... how shld i change? my 2nd other weakness...

I am a borned perfectionist. So much so that i wun put in 100% into many things that i dun think i will excel. Adds alot of stress to my life. Is this a curse, or a talent? my record was writing for 12hrs in front of the computer for my story. Im still editing it, cos i dun think its gd enough. If u are not the best, there is still always room for improvement. If u are, there is always room for pple to overtake u from behind. Sounds stressful? thats one of my motto. my 3rd weakness...

i am a lousy decision maker. Im one that thinks of pros and cons, and there are times where i wun be able to come out with an answer. Friends know me well for 'anything lo, im ok one'. This inability is my 4th weakness...

I have a unatural ability to adapt to many pple's request and demands. I can take almost anything, if its not too ex. I just wan my friends to happy. The worst situation happens when my friend will only be happy when they wants me to make a decision. he.... my 5th weakness

Why am i writing my weaknesses here for everyone to see? cos i know i have to face them. no pt hiding from them. Anyway most of my friends shld realise that i have these weaknesses. And pple reading my blog are pple i regard as friends. so it ok u pple are reading this. I wan to change all these, either by overcoming them, or making them into my strengths. The world, here i come!!!!

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