Y we feel so happy when we ord.Is it cos we are leaving a hell place? or is it the promise of the heavens that we are going arrive on? i know many hate their army lives, including, but yet, army places a very impt part in those that have truly gone thru hell in it. Its the target of verbal abuse, of vicitim of enorrmous slander, and yet, we all know we need to have a form of army, some how, but also wishing that it would not be me.
Feels like a 2yr mental coma, being place in a social time capsule, buried undergrd. Others trample on the grd over u, but does not know ur living existance.
I bring that the qn again. Wats so happy abt ORD? the physical movement of being away form hell, or the emotional anticipation of being delivered to the heavens? i guess it does not matter, as long as i am happy
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