This is an amazing film, and this is relate to my life now. Memories. To keep the good ones, you have to keep the bad ones as well. Now, I do have good ones, but its the good ones that are making me feel so bad now. They were too good, so much so that I miss them a lot.. too much..
Forgetting them is impossible, because it has been a while since I felt like that. Bringing my life forward, yes, I do have such feelings as well, but this time, I guess compiled feelings make me feel even sadder.
I do not want to delete my good memories, yet, keeping them means that I am constantly ripping myself apart. I am choosing the 'keeping and ripping' school of thought now. Maybe when I rip finish myself, I will throw them away and stop keeping them. Maybe.. hopefully, someone else will come into my life and throw them away. Maybe not...
Mutiple complains about NUS, enough for me to save it for another entry. For now, I let bath in my sorrow that is not academically created..
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