Aug 17, 2008

Changes

Changes. Every semester, things change. The old graduate, the new matriculate. Modules change, study mates change. This year 4, 'Change' is very well amplified.

Many friends left me for the outside world. So strange, for I am still studying in this box created by supposely higher order beings to create other higher order beings. Yet, constantly, I am being fed with the idea of how stupid I am... Strange, isn't it?

ATW definitely left a mark in my life. Here and now, I am still comtemplating, still wondering, still thinking, still gathering my thoughts, still gathering my photos, still arranging my omiyagis.. Scary.. because although I am back in Singapore, and I am having fun here and there... something seems missing in my life? Maybe I had too much fun in ATW, but I seriously think I left something back there in Japan.

Fate work in wonders, that is why it is called Fate. It has little reasoning, and it just happens. When so many people converge onto a single small area of the world, weird things do happen, and I guess they happen even more intensely for a 'unique' person like me.

Final year. That is what they call it. So strange, feels as though I am sending myself to death after this 'Final Year'.

ゆっくり.... ゆっくり...

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