心情的放假,好久没有那种假了。长大了,学期来的假期都的忙来忙去,没时间好好安静一下。其实,不只没时间享受安静的闲情,我好就没有一个可以让我享受安静的地方。将在这年里做出人生很重要的抉择,未来的走向。心情的盛垫是为了来搞清楚我未来的方向。但很可惜,着还没发生。
感谢上学期的教授,大多都很棒。学很感受到了很都书本上不能学的东西。尽业的态度,善良的心,不许言语就能感受到了。很开心,虽然成绩上可能没显示去来。没关系,我不是书生,不是背书的料,而是思考家,创作家。爱因撕坦也没是个很强的学生。我会向他看起!
A break for the mind, its been a while since I ever had such a thing. As we age, school holidays signal another form of busyness beyond academics. Many end up being busier than ever. I want my time of spiritual rest. In fact, I want my space for spiritual rest too... Lost that years ago... Life-changing decisions are upon me and us, and I want time off to think about my future, the future of me, my bright bright future. Unfortunately, I have not, time or space.
Happy to have gotten some great profossers last semester. Grateful, because I learnt many things beyond the textbooks. Maybe that's what my grades reflect, I learn few from the textbooks. Its ok... that is what I tell me, even though my mind wander backs to its not. I do now I am not academia material. I am a creater, a thinker. I am not a mechanical photocopier. Enstein wasn't known to be bright in his school days. I am neither. At least I have one thing in common with him that many top scholars are not. HA, take that!
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