Apr 6, 2008

For the past 7 - 2 days...

Coffee was not a drink, but a drug to keep me awake when I had to, not when I want to.

Sleep was not a right, but a luxury. 7 was too much, 6 was wonderful, 5 was was too little, but all too often, 3 happened proved itself that even with 3, 2 lectures were bearable.

Food was fuel beyond being full. It was the only luxury left, the only entertainment not taken from me, even though it may only last an hour a day.

Home was away from home. Fair enough, it provided enough shelter against the elements.

Music kept me alive. It kept emotions from pouring out, but allowed bits to flow through to ensure an equal balance of control and letting go.

Friends were at their best, contributing to each other's well-being as much as we could, although I definitely got the better share of the deal. Kudos! I have come ashore to take a break, but reassure, I will dive back in to be with you all. Promise!

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