Change. Preference.

Change, when will I change into someone that I want to be? Will I ever become that person? Change, I need to start the change, to embark on something different everyday, no matter how big or small. If I do not change today, my tomorrow will be the same. The same applies for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow.

Change always occurs, but for change to be something that you want, you have to purposely induce it. Unplanned change is usually unwanted, unless you are unexpectedly lucky.

Want to change my appearance again. I somewhat admit I am vain, but even more readily admit that I am lazy. Usually there is something/someone that will create this shift from laziness to vanity. That something is future work.

Want to get my personal space again. Hope, they will finally move. Not in the most evil ways, but its either them or me. They are relatively nice people, and I like nice people, but I like personal spaces even more. Humans are selfish, and for someone that has (sort of) selflessly gave up his room for 4 years, its only natural that this time has finally come.

I want to be more mean and less mean. Of course, this mean(s) (pun intended) in different areas of my life. Less mean in my mouth. A pinch less comedian attack and a dash more of seriousness. More mean in terms of my personality, in my giving ways and accommodating ideologies. I must be more mean, yet, less mean. If not, I am only just mean to myself...