So amazing was last semester. I gave tuition to 6 different kids, although the max at once was only 5 kids at once. I took an Elementary Japanese course, and learnt very basic Hiragana. I tried 6 modules for 3 weeks, but gave it up for my commitments to 5 kids. This semester, I will try again at 6 modules, but less 5 kids. Money is not the agenda of this semester. Grades are, but they are not all of it.
I was in Geo Soc, doing minimal stuff but maintaining its storeroom to achieve as much efficiency as possible. I made new friends from Geo Soc FIC, maintained old friends in Geo Soc. I neglected some of my friends from Economics, but I tell myself that this semester, I will try to accompany them as much as possible, because for most of them, it is their last semester in NUS.
I slightly underachieved in my grades. I am greedy, and anything short of a perfect score doesn't please me. However, I am contented with my grades, for it is still the best grades I ever got for a semester. Hopefully, in the coming semester, I will get better grades.
For whomever that cares, my ankle still hurts. I know there are that care, I know there are they care less. To the latter, F you, because I know your context, but you do not know mine. Nonetheless, I want to get it fixed.
I want to get an internship. Last semester, I applied for so many, but I did not get any. This time, armed with better grades and one year seniority, I think I have a better chance.
I want to prove to the outside (and inside) world that I am capable of more, much much more than what my war buddies think I am.
Revenge is not off the top of my head anymore, but... I would still warn them to be careful. I might be so important in the future, they might be under my mercy. Tit for Tat? They should be happy to hear that I am trying to not be vindictive. However, it doesn't seem to be working, at least for you, my war buddies. You know who you are... what is there for me to say?
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