Nov 12, 2007

Zen...

Lately, I have been having this Zen like feeling, as though things in life do not really matter to me. I know I still like the study of Economics, but calling it my passion might be rather strong. I am still awe when my lecturer uses mathematical equations to show real-life phenomenon. I am still amazed by the level of intensity that I get from just listening to economics topics, although reading them is sometimes not as relaxing. I wonder whether my pursuit of Economics is a definite choice. Nonetheless, I know I will be a banker in the near future. This is like the default job Economic majors do when they get out of their academic ditch. From one to another. Banking seems cool! But is it as cool? I wonder, seriously. What do I want to be then? I dare not say, because its some dream that I think I will want to strive for, yet have no faith to honestly pursuit. I hope that one day, I will have the courage to do so. By then, I think my life will be full.

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