Such a nice morning. It was drizzling, and the scare was pale orange-purple when I left the house. It felt like some sci-fic movie setting. The bus ride was not very cold, and that warmed up my heart a little. When I reached school, day had broken. Played a bit of game, 7:53am now.
Usually I take a short nap, but today, I will not nap. I will study, right after I stop blogging. Lately I have been thinking again and again, again and again, and again and again. Gloomy days always get me thinking. Indeed, though unique, I share many commonalities with people around me. I hate that stupid 2 1/2 yr place, and many around it hate it too, as much as me, something that I thought was near impossible because I thought my experience was unique to myself. This day, I still remember, and unfortunately for them, I will remember it forever.
Had a nightmare last night, that I got back my results for microeconomics and I did not do well. I have taken that module already last semester, but somehow, I feel that its reflective of how scared I am about grades. Just as I want to pull myself away from it, Society pulls me back. I hope I can win the Society in this stupid tug-of-war.
Usually I take a short nap, but today, I will not nap. I will study, right after I stop blogging. Lately I have been thinking again and again, again and again, and again and again. Gloomy days always get me thinking. Indeed, though unique, I share many commonalities with people around me. I hate that stupid 2 1/2 yr place, and many around it hate it too, as much as me, something that I thought was near impossible because I thought my experience was unique to myself. This day, I still remember, and unfortunately for them, I will remember it forever.
Had a nightmare last night, that I got back my results for microeconomics and I did not do well. I have taken that module already last semester, but somehow, I feel that its reflective of how scared I am about grades. Just as I want to pull myself away from it, Society pulls me back. I hope I can win the Society in this stupid tug-of-war.
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