As if it is not obvious, I have not been blogging for quite some time. This is due to the examinations cramping that has occurred lately. This semester, I have not been that hardworking. In fact, I have been trying to not get to drawn in by studying, like what happened in the previous semester. It was crazy, sick, disgusting. This semester, I live a more balanced life, got to do more stuff that I want to do and honestly, I was able to earn some dollars from tuition and ad hoc jobs. Still, tough it is, only in a different sense.
I am worried about my future now. I fear that the path that I choose is wrong. Maybe I have not tried to be wrong many a times. I can only be correct, and not have to correct. Would like to draw this context to my previous entry, where I wrote that I feel humans do not really have control over their lives. In fact, I still think its true, and would like to add on. Is my future really mine to dictate? Do I really have the powers to shape what I want to achieve? Even if I achieve what I set out to be, like many others that have done so before me, could it be just coincidence? What about those that have taken the same path like me, but achieve different results? I have no idea which result I will get. I will only know in the near future...