Mar 10, 2007

So transient.

Life is so transient. Are friendships too? I have lost a few friends through the washing of time. Some were actually very close friends. I lost many through many instances, and honestly, I feel that some of them were not really true friends to be with. So many reasons why and how you can lost a friend. Quarrels, choosing not to associate with me again, too busy with their personal lives, not having anymore reason to meet once the previous reasons to meet exhaust, getting attached and thus having no time... I have not even talked about losing your friends to illness or accidents, and there are already so many reasons for friends to leave. So, now I ask, will there be long lasting friendships, or do friends just come and go?

I miss my friends. I miss going out with them. Yet, I feel the need to be with myself. I have gone slightly back to my JC days, where I try not to depend on anyone else but myself when it comes to company. Everyone is just too busy for me. This might just be where a soul mate would come in handy. Company would be more mandatory, more readily available. You will have priority in his/her life, so chances of company rapidly increases.

Actually people, I am not complaining. I really am not. I am just analysing the situation to have a more objective view of things. It is very normal that changes to happen, and I also have friends that I meet periodically, planned through telepathy. Till then, I will be looking forward to meeting you all again =)

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