In the mood

What mood am I in? The mood to study? Study is just a means to an end, and its a very indirect means. Work? Work is for consumption, because I need to consume, I need to work. No one else will feed me but myself. Slack? I prefer to call it rest. We all need some rest, because we cannot work all day, or consume all day (if we have that much money). We need to take some time off from everything to just do nothing. To contemplate about what we have done, where we are at and where we would want to head.

Honestly, I really like my hair right now. Yes, it is a bit messy, but its because it's been a while since I last cut it. Not that I am trying to save money (although it is a positive externality), but because once I cut, I will be cutting it down to very short lengths.

I realised how strong I can be mentally. I always feel that its a part of me that is weak, but now, I have proven myself very wrong. I feel that I am actually very mentally strong, but one think that I need to train myself is confidence. I think rather than saying I am weak mentally, the correct words should be that I have no confidence in my mental ability.

Almost everything have an underlying meaning. In fact, many things do. I hope to unmask some of them to the whole world, thus the words I call my own. I hope this dream will be accomplished, as well as my other dreams.