New Year Eve..

What a year it has been. Major re-arrangements of my life has occurred. Life is ever-changing, and there is no doubt I live that life. Nothing really to add to my blog nowadays. Even till the end of the holidays, my life have been working and gatherings. I still owe some photo uploadings to myself, but somehow, I have a feeling that photos are not really that popular. Feels weird that photos fill up the pages which used to be dominated by words and words.

Nowadays, I do not really feel the need to write much or really express myself much. This have been a year of great conflict and misunderstandings. Its really weird, because I am not a person that likes conflict. I really like to be at the backstage, doing what I want to do by myself. Rather than complaining that my JCs days made me a loner, maybe I am a born introvert. I am.

Do you feel like changing someone for the better? If he or she is your friend, do you readily accept the person for who the person is, or do you try to change the person for the better? Its quite a difficult question for me. Most of the time, I would hope to be the receiving end of the latter, but that would make me a master of double standards because I tend to try to change people too. This time, I have stopped trying to change people. At least when I feel that I am being changed, I will remember not to throw that feeling back towards other people. Everyone have the right to choose the type of life they want to live if it does not negatively affect the lives of others.

One neutral advice. Don't hate me, or anyone for that matter. Things that happen cannot be changed. We can learn to accept them or not, or due in a minute few decades of time in which we deem to be forever. It is not. We do not live forever, and more than often, we contribute little to the significant of the physical world around us. Live on, life is ending soon anyways.