Torn

My current favourite song. 'Torn' by Natalie Imbruglia. Lai Yee keeps on insisting that this song should be called 'Rape', but I still think 'Torn' is name that fits it like a T. A real pretty lady, with a great song that hit me right away. Not that my life is 'Torn'. In fact, people are even happy (or envy) that I have finished my last paper today. 3 months of break, or 3 more months to find myself. So many times I have claimed to find myself, but it seemed to be a case of mistaken identity.

Things have changed since the last time I blogged. 10 days I was away from my home. Today, I came back with a burden off my back, but to only add sling on a couple more of those loads onto myself. I do not start to look forward to long breaks, because they remain me sometimes how lonely I am. I also have great aims for that holiday, only be tear myself apartly mentally when I fail to achieve most of them at the end of it all. I do not think making a promise here will help, but I will strive to be my best.

Anyway, yes jie han, that "buddhish" entry was some buddhist teachings. You never fail to amaze me with your knowledge, you "Crazy-CAP-4.6something-er". There is a reason why I called you that day, because somehow I knew you would be able to solve my military plight then. Yeah, I last till now.