NO peace, super Pissed

I live in EUSOFF HALL, but today, I receive GREAT NOISE from TH. Very noisy. I am very pissed. I cannot believe that people say they have it every year. I need to study. Are NUS students really that inconsiderate? The whole hall... Great consideration Teamask HALL. Why, why why.. why are people so inconsideration? Are undergraduates really that great after all? I say no, and its a downright no. People just think they are great, but they are not. They are still humans, and some are even lousier than humans. I need no degree to know that its basic courtesy to not have a concert during the night time, during mid term periods. I am trying to hold, to not spoil their fun. BUT THEY, they have spoilt my day, my night. My grades? F for my grades, F for Teasmask hall. I refuse to use anymore vulgars. I am holding, but a quote from a lecturer that I like, "Patience is a scarce resource as well."

I am down again. I cannot believe it. Sometimes I feel that there is som eway out of this, but I am still stuck. 5 mid terms are over, but as other institutions are trying to reduce their emphasis on exmainations. Really need a listening ear, but I can understand many people need to rush their work also. I am in FASS, the workload should be the least. Its a case of people that I want to share are not available, while others I might not really want to share extremely sensitive issues of my life. How? I look up in the sky, and see the familiar blue sky. The familiar blue sky that I look up when I yearn for freedom. The freedom I yearn, one that I felt that I just got. Then, I realises that I am still enclosed.

I scream but there is no voice. I stretch but there is nothing to grab. I close my eyes. I cover my mouth. I hold my breath. I cannot hold it anymore. I cannot take it anymore.