Desires -We all have them. Wanting to win, some of us have that. Failure to accept defeat, some other people have that. I always tend to drop back to this state of self delusion. I tend to sink back into a form of self depression that is not really harmful, and does not really affect me very much. However, it does affect me in terms of my work rate, my drive, and vigor. I tend to lose them when I get into this state...
Burnout? Moody? Not so sure actually. I just tend to slacken towards the end of the finish line. Thats what I seem to do. Anyway, I also know myself as someone that likes to start something, but tend to not complete it. Its that my charactor? Can I change it?
These few days, weird thoughts have been entering my head more profusing then before. I look normal, and yes, I think I am normal, but I think my actions are sometimes a bit werid. Calmness does not seem to run in my blood. So does organisations. So does male friends. To my closest male friends, aka my TCHS (now renamed as HCI) volleyball friends. Hope to see you all soon during the long holidays.
1 comment:
Take care!
If e competition isnt tht Big a thg to u, then dun worry abt not bloggin enuf!
Blog when u want to n feel like it.. tht's e idea of havin a blog in e first place isnt it? =)
Gambatte!
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