V-day, but all I can think about is how to make more money. A lot of girls were very well-dressed today. Not that I am turning gay, but the appeal of looking at girls is dying off. Maybe I'm used to the flesh-baring girls of my faculty. Numb I should say. Maybe I'm not as skin-deep guy as before? I hope its the latter, haha...
Today, a friend asked me if I had anything special with a special someone. I said the obvious no. She further her inquiry on that particular girl, and she got my hint that it was the past. My special feeling for her has somewhat died sometime in the past. I have to admit, we have our differences, and I may not like her strengths enough to cover for the differences we have. However, creating a thought experience, I do realise that if she was to be attached, I would feel rather awkward. Lost, but I know I do not like her the way I do in the past. Its just great to have good friends like her and many others. I admire the guy that's still wooing her. He bought her a boutique of lilies today. Good luck to you =)
I am outspoken about my shyness. Is that an oxymoron? If it is, good, because its meant to be. I' m known for stupid one-liners and lame jokes that make people laugh. People reprimand me for making them laugh. They say its the kind of laughter they rather not have. Its werid to me, because I always thought laughter was a good medicine for a lot of things. Weird...
Happy V-day to everyone out there!!!!
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