Things done

Sold 2 books online at Ebay. Hope the guy will come back for more of the books that I have. Someone's trash can be someone's treasure. Cashed $4, but thats how desparately in need of money I am. What I am going to write in the next few lines might contradict what I just wrote though.

Bought a Namie Amuro DVD, flimography of her MVs from 2001-2005. Cost ten times the amount I sold my books for. Why did I buy it? I just had to own Namie Amuro's seductive smile, curvy body, hot dance moves, and sweet singing, in hope to replace the lacking of all these in my real life. Suppose to spur me to work harder, keep my spirits high. Cost a bit too high for motivation though. No regrets, still love her short skirts and low cut tops, hehehe...

Bought a calendar, with pictures by the sea. Closest to the island theme that I can find. However, I got it at 70% discount, so it was quite a steal, $6.40 for what costed $22 a few weeks ago. Now I can put some important dates on my calendar, and also motivate me to work towards my island dream.

Did not buy 'The Last Supper' jigsaw puzzle. Wanted to buy it long ago, but it costs 40plus. Feel a bit gulity for choosing Namie over 'The Last Supper'. Choose instant gratification over a longer process. I will get it after I receive my 1st paid day from tuition, minus paying my coordinator her cut.

Did not buy 草猛's collection Dvds. Also choose Namie over them. Sorry, although I do prefer their songs, I prefer looking at Namie, hehe... She is my dream girl now, the one that almost got me to learn Japanese language. I did not, for I chosen my career and money instant of that. Not as if I will get a chance to talk to her if I ever mastered the Japanese language.

Tomorrow, tuition, the day after, school starts. Still looking for another job. Still trying to finish my story. Still planning take part in my uncle's business. Still trying to start my own. Still... procrastinating.