Aug 4, 2005

Forgive

I'm decdicating this entry to someone that i do not wan to like. The person that stole my wallet today. To forgive is better than to remember and hold grudge. I am trying to learn this lesson now. Its not easy, but I'm trying. Hate burns, yet its so much easier to hate then to love. If only it was so easy. Trying my best. Sorry Lai yee, and Li Wen, for their stuff were stolen too, from my bag.

I realise life is really not that easy outside army. Realise life is not that hard either. But realise that there are many things i still need to learn. Really hope things turn out well for everyone. I am not out to make enemies, but friends. I hope i have not done anyone anything wrong. Really very sorry if i have done anything offensive to anyone.

Physical pain is tormenting, but mental pain is more intense. Its not easy, its not easy. Haiz... i just have to stick to my old plan, my career plan. If only, life was that simple. Haiz. its ok, i have no choice, i have to live out what i have done, for in life, u have only one chance to do the many things u wan. Life, i really do not understand u.

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