Crazy is the life of mine now. Recently, i have been faced alot of situations that forced me into making very tough decisions. I once heard an analogy. We do not life through life, but we going through it to understand why we end up where we are. We are in a physical flashback, and present is not present. The end is already known, just that its not known to us. What will be will be, and there is no point forcing anything. Sorry, no citations as of yet.
Still, im going thru a rough face now in life, one that is different from army. Still, army worse, and uni life is much much better in every aspect. just that losing ur wallet, ur sense of direction, makes life bitter, no matter u are burning in hell, or up in the heavens.
Ambiguity, i have to learn to live by it, and enjoy the moment. That is the only thing i can enjoy now. Sometimes, i prefer to not know the truth, to live in delusion. At least i can mould my imaginations to my best fit. Enjoy the moment, cherish what i have, prep for the worse, accept whatever comes.
'Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away...' i love this sad song, from the Beatles. There is a reason why they are still known till today, cos they are that damn gd. A sad song, makes me sad, but i love it. Im a emotional sadist, for i always love to drown in sorrow...
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