May 17, 2005

Moody...

Today woke up 1100am. considered early to the past few days of 12+, n some more i slept at 430am in the morning. Cant seem to sleep already. Dunno y also.

So strange, today music din seem to have its affect on me. Keep on changing to different genres of music, but none seemed to lift my spirits from the abyss. Dunno y, felt abit empty. Ended up w a werid tot in my mind. Why shld i eat, when my soul will still be hungry after that? So, i din eat, n went out for a job interview.

The job interview went quite ok, but its some lousy job, but at least it can keep my occupied, that is if the guy dun sack me....

Dun feel as moody already now, but still, im finding sth to quench my thirsty soul. Music is just stopping it from going any lower. Nothing seems to be keeping my spirits high.

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