Apr 11, 2005

Emotions

Ever since i orded, the way i feel things are also different. Starting to feel less tensed, although i have certain things in camp left undone.... still got one thing left to do... But generally, i feel more relaxed. Dun have nightmares abt army already. Its a place that screwed up my mind for 2 yrs, starting to going back to the status quo.

In army, i have witness a few break ups, a few new relationships blossom, long relationships, and alot of lonely guys, haha... Bound to have some feelings, including discussion. Always rem the time where a grp of guys was together discussing their 1st n subsequent sex exp. Of cos i was just listening, cos i dun have any to share =p

Do people really need another partner to be happy? Y not just be alone? Starting to feel that more & more like a loner, although i tok cok alot to my friends, esp to my vball juniors. Alot things in my head, but dun feel like getting them out. Maybe i dun need a listening ear, but a direction in the massive new chapter of my life.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

well...if you've got a partner, you can share ur joys, happiness & also sadness with that person. I believe that's one way in which self-fulfillment comes about ^^v

Anyway, so sorry...didn't bid u good-night last night, fell asleep after going for my bath ^^|||

Best wishes,
TY