Feb 13, 2005

Things i wanna change in life

I have been blaming alot of external factors for wat i am today. I wanna change that.

1stly, army. I have been blaming army for my ousy mood even since i am in it. Although its going to end very soon, i would like to look back n reflect that it is an experience that i would never forget. Whether for better or worse, its beyond me to control, n the impt thing that its all gone past me. Let bygones be bygones. My last few days of army will be more colourful, cos i will make an effort for it to be so =)

2ndly, i am changing my view abt money. I am a very stingy person, n i try to save alot. Thats sth i am rather proud of, esp i know that people of my age grp hardly save anything at all, w some using their future money. I am changing it to a more flexible view. Money is pretty useless unless its being used. I also will not save on things that will help in making me more productive. Along the list of such items are an MP3 player, some nice furniture for my room, a laptop, n books.

3rdly, i will not let other people affect me, as much as i can. This might be the toughest of all. i have a very indecisive, free-flowing charactor. i tend to just follow the majority. i must be more decisive, n also have my own opinion on the things that affect or involve me. i have decided to be more aggressive in certain areas. That i will keep it a secret, n let those ard me find out.

4th, i wanna get myself to start planning my life more efficently. I have been blaming the army for taking my life away, n giving me hell. Although thats true, i am going to take back my life from them n make plans for myself. Systems is sth that im not very well-versed at. Im a sponotaneous person, loving to live by the day, letting each day fill me w surprises. I will have to change that.

5th, i will do more reading. Internet, magazines, newpapers, books, esp from the libraries. I dun have a habit of heading to the libraries. i always prefer to buy books, so i can read n re-read. Hurting my pocket a little nowadays, so libraries will be a more cost effective alternative to my learning. its also a very condusive place to do reading.

Thats all. When i change all these, then i will be closer to the person i wanna become.

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