Bloody day after duty

Had duty last nit. Did wat i had to do, n gd enough, i get to bk out today morning. Went to SAJC fun fair. Din do much, n only saw a couple of familar faces. Only thing i did was play enough vball to kill myself. My lips, hip, elbows bled cos i did some 'diving' on the very rough vball court. That was like the most worthwhile thing i did in Sajc.

Really feel that my class is not close at all, cos only a few came back. i din talk to most of them either. Feel that my class is really very distant w each other, some more i always feel that i am a class loner. Thats the identity i have been holding. But still i went back, cos my civics tutor asked me to go back. i like him alot as a teacher n person, so i went to sajc for his sake.

After i went to sajc, i went to ikea to buy stuff. I only bought half of the stuff i wanted to buy, cos it was too heavy for myself to carry, n some more i wanted to see if i really need that much stuff. Was the 1st time i bought a closet for myself, haha... Spend $85 for abt half a closet stuff. i find thats quite ok. Also, while eating lunch n Ikea BK, i saw a cute gal, haha... i think 18, cos i heard her saying abt A levels stuff. i just look only, din ask to be her friend or anything.

When i went back home in a taxi, the horror began. i was opening the ikea packing when the jackknife i was using cut opened the plastic holder n went straight for my face. It sank right into my forehead n out, in a spilt second. before i could realise, blood was gushing out of my forehead. it was not painful at that instance, just scary, cos i never realise blood could gush out so fast!!! My sis was there to witness it, n she quickly went to get some toliet for me. i went straight to show my mother. by when i reached the kitchen, my specs, half of my head, my right leg, n half of my hse's floor was covered w the blood coming out of my head. the tissue that i had used to cover my wound was soaked in blood, n blood was literally dripping from the toliet paper's corners to the floors... Luckily, my uncle dropped by to visit us, n my mother asked him to send me to mount E hospital A&E. The rest is standard hospital. get wound clean, wait, doct asked wat happened, wait, wait, wait, wait, stitch, get medicine, go back home. End of Drama Mamma. I had 5 stitches on my forehead though.

In the end, i still went for my aunt's hse warming, w everyone asking me wat happened to my head. luckily my parents were there to do most of the talking. I was unable to go to my friend's stayover, cos i was quite tired from yesterday duty, still suffering from the knife wound i had, n that my parents will be worried even if i go there despite the pain n tireness. Rather sad, was looking forward to going to my friend's hse one. Unlucky in some sense. Never mind, next time i have my own room warming n can invite them.

Anyway, i felt that i was very lucky already, cos if i had not wore specs, it could be my right eye, n not my forehead that got the knife. Was saved from being half blind!!! ""=< Also, it is quite an exp to see so much of ur blood come out, at such a fast rate. even faster than the time when i donated blood. Scary, yet, some how, in a way, refreshing (i must clarify, i am not a sadistc person). Also, being so close to getting half blind is like a smaller version of almost getting killed. U feel rather blessed to have escaped the ordeal w sth less serious. I actually gave my prayers to the Goddess of Mercy when i came back from the hospital, volunteerily, w/o my mother telling me to do so. Too bad i am 'banned' from fixing the closet by myself. Waiting for my father to do so will take very long, cos he is a busy man. =(

After all that dram is over, only left w one think to worry - whether my 'pretty' face will be scarred or not, hehehe.... =(