Jan 3, 2005

Amry Bluez, a really sad entry...... =(

Hard a bad sunday. Suppose 2 do COS, ended up doing COS cum Guard Duty. Still had 2 call back 4 other poor souls 'A'. Kana alot of pressure. 1st time i felt so lost w/o SM. Realised wat he meant by protecting us. Felt so vunlerable, having to face e PSOs by myself. Felt sorry 4 those that encured their wrath also. I could not fence 4 myself, needless to say 4 u guys, so sorry. I give thanks to those tat came back. They saved 'A' n me, but too bad not my right hand
Realised im still e same. Did she help?? Like wat Fong Guan always say to me, i must learn 2 relax. Really miss e times where e officers n specs were ard, not only becos they can tar 4 us, also becos they kept us going. Many a times, Men feel tat e specs too garang, sth which i also think too sometimes, but at least i understand it saves 'A' frm trouble n extras.

Seeing Human Nature unflow b4 my very eyes still has such great negative effort on me. Pityful my right hand is. Becos im right handed, it 'receives' much more than my left. i dun wanna say more, they shld know....

Last thing, lucky murder is a crime, or else i dunno how many i would have.... TAke CaRe u pesty MorOns... i U are in my ZoNe.....

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